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To My Sister, On Her Workout Video and Playlist (April 12)

I know all these '90s songs
from the middle school dances.

I wore an oversized black T-shirt
to the dark cafeteria dance floor.

It said "Got Milk?" in white letters I tucked
into the front of my jeans. Mom
braided my hair.

The bright "Got Milk?"
is a glow-stick in my adolescence.

Try to go deeper this time.

We have a song in common.
Things started to turn around
for me, around "Dancing in the Dark."
It was around this time of year, 2005:
I saw flowers for the first time
in a landscape I thought I hated.
Nights were warmer. The lengthening light
kept me company in evenings.

Come on, you're motivating me.

Summer 1998 we moved houses:
a bedroom for each of us.
That first night alone I turned on the radio:
Springsteen. I looked up at the glow-in-the-dark stars
Dad helped me putty to the ceiling.
I learned again, at age twelve, to self-soothe.

You'll feel this in your ribs.


No longer hating a landscape. (Ithaca, NY 2006)



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